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Where I've Been

 Heyo! So I took off most of March and most of April which I did not plan. It just happened. I've been pretty open about my mental health issues online. I'll explain as much as I can in this post, but a lot of it is SUPER personal.

The March hiatus was due to my unhealthy sleeping pattern plus losing motivation. Keeping up this blog is a hobby, but just a hobby. I have Adsense on, in hopes to one day be able to make some money, but right now I'm not making any. So being motivated to write posts is a BIG reason I've been able to be somewhat active in the beginning of the year. I got some of that motivation back in April, but then something went down.

I don't talk much about my family much on this blog to respect everyone's privacy. I cannot remember if I've talked about my strained relationship with my mother here.

To make a long story short: My mother has been making life a living hell for my brothers and I. It came to a head in early April. Mentally, I haven't been doing well. I would try to sit at my laptop and write something, but I'd just stare at my screen, unable to write anything.

I did start writing creatively and started posting my work online again, so that's helped a bit.

I am trying to come back and post weekly again, but it may only be once a week while I try to get my full motivation back. I'm TRYING to have a post ready for tomorrow, but if that doesn't work, I'll be back next week.

Thank you for your patience and I am so sorry.

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