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Let Me Be Honest

Hi. I'm going to be honest. I did have a post for today, but it isn't my best work. It's a half-assed post so I am not going to post it until I've had more time to work on it.

I don't want to post a crappy post on this blog. So you get this instead. My motivation still is slowly dying, but I am determined to finish daily posting in November.

I had a really bad night and I was going to work on the post and just post it later tonight, but I didn't get any sleep so you get this short little update/apology.

I am so sorry. I am trying. I am going to be open and honest. I have mentioned my depression and anxiety and it's gotten very bad recently, but today I was prescribed an anti-depressant that will hopefully help me. I don't know. We'll see.

I think I am going to take December off completely unless I feel inclined to write a post. Like maybe if Gerard Way drops a new song before I leave for vacation.

I am sorry that this post is late, and I am sorry that it's another personal update. I hate writing this, but I'd rather write something like this than post a crappy post with actual content.

There is a chance that tomorrow's post may be another personal post like this. I'm going to try to polish the post that I have written and get that out tomorrow, but if I can't you'll get another one like this.

I'm sorry. I'm really trying but it's hard.

I hope you have a great day. Thank you for supporting my blog!
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